Christina Says:

my_utopiandream @ 2005-04-30T20:56:00

2005-05-01T01:58:24Z

just had cheerleading tryous this past week.. i think i did pretty good. we had the freshman lock in last night... and well, that entry will be private =)

dance like no ones watching

2005-04-25T01:11:49Z

this is what happens when anne is around...

i danced to big and rich and holla back girl:

and then i ran into a chair and fell...

hahahaha..

.:scared:.

2005-04-25T00:44:41Z

my parents keep fighting with each other... im scared they are gonna get a divorce

being single...

2005-04-23T02:28:25Z

being single isnt that bad... i guess i could stick to it for awhile, i dont want to but its what i got =(

::You::

01.) Name:: Christina Jasinski
02.) Middle Name:: Marie
03.) DOB:: March 22nd 1990
04.) Age:: 15
05.) Location:: The heart of Texas baby... Austin
06.) Eye Color:: Green =)
07.) Hair Color:: its finally my natural color again... dark brown
08.) Hair Length:: hmm... right past my shoulders
09.) Height:: 4 foot 11 and 3 quarters!!
10.) Shoe Size:: depends on which shoes... 5/6/sometimes 7!
11.) Glasses or Contacts:: contacts - sometimes glasses
12.) Braces:: i have beautiful teethies!!!!! my braces are off bitch!!

13.) Single or Taken:: single

14.) Bad Habits:: nail biting....!!! i hate it im trying so hard to stop!
15.) Fears:: falling in love...
16.) Screen Name:: xBlackxBerriesx

::School::
17.) Where Do You Go to School:: St. Michaels Catholic Academy
18.) Whats Your School Mascot:: Crusaders
19.) Whats Your School Colors:: maroon and black
20.) Whats Your Favorite Subject:: choir and studyhall
21.) Whos Your Favorite Teacher:: mr. wolfe and coach crowley
22.) What Do They Teach:: choir and world history (im not in world history)

23.) Who Sits Next to You In Math Class:: This girl named Jordan, Brianna C., Ben, Kathryn, Katie Jo, Brianna M. and Stephanie

::Love Life ::
24.) Do You Have a Boyfriend/ Girlfriend:: no
25.) If So, Whats Their Name:: -
26.) If So, How Long Have You Been Together:: -
27.) Do You Have a Crush:: duh
28.) Do They Know:: yes!
29.) Have You Ever Broken Someones Heart:: yes, i didn't want to tho
30.) Have You Ever Had Your Heart Broken:: yes

::Favorites ::
31.) Animal:: white tigers... tigers in general
32.) Color:: lime green and bright purple!
33.) Person:: uh... what?
34.) Subject:: didn't i already answer this? studyhall

35.) Season:: summer
36.) Holiday:: st. patricks day
37.) Hobby:: sports!
38.) Sport:: Soccer, Softball, Cross Country, Cheerleading, Swimming
39.) Feeling:: in the arms of someone who loves me
40.) Saying:: mother is the name of god on the hearts and lips of all children
41.) Word:: i dont have one
42.) Month:: june *swimteam baby!!!*
43.) Clothing:: vintage
44.) Jewelry:: earings
45.) Food:: fruit
46.) Snack:: apples!

::Friends ::
47.) Best:: i dont really have one n e more...
48.) Most Daring:: ali
49.) Funniest:: kaite
50.) Tallest:: holly
51.) Shortest:: im the shortest... but i guess it would be lianna
52.) Loudest:: emily
53.) Shyest:: michelle
54.) Smartest:: hmm... stephanie
55.) Blondest:: katie
56.) Craziest:: sheridan
57.) Nicest:: amy
58.) Sweetest:: lauren

59.) Weirdest:: steven
60.) Flirtest:: katie

::Have You Ever ::
61.) Had a Wish Come True:: yes
62.) Had a Dream Come True:: yes.
63.) Broken a Body Part:: nope
64.) Fallen in Love:: yes
65.) Done Something You Regret:: who hasnt
66.) Tripped and Fell in Public:: all the time...
67.) Sang in Public:: yeah... quite embarressing
68.) Cried in Public:: many times
69.) Kissed Someone Besides Family:: yup
70.) Been in a Car Crash:: yeah... not a bad one tho

::The Last ::
71.) Thing You Did Before Getting on the Computer:: went running
72.) Person You Yelled at:: my mom
73.) Person You Hugged:: becca
74.) Person You IMed:: david
75.) Time You Cleaned Your Room:: hahaha... sunday?
76.) Song You were Listening to:: you and me by: lifehouse
77.) TV Show You Watched:: friends
78.) Movie You Watched:: rocky horror picture show

79.) Time You went to the Movies:: with anne... like 3 weeks ago
80.) Time You Cried:: at lunch today
81.) You Took a Shower:: like 5 minutes ago

::This OR That ::
82.) Coke OR Pepsi:: coke
83.) Tall OR Short:: tall
84.) Flowers OR Candy:: flowers
85.) Math OR English:: math
86.) Blink 182 OR Sugarcult:: sugarcult
87.) Mickey OR Minnie:: mickey
88.) Middle School OR High School:: high school
89.) Boyfriend OR Girlfriend:: both! haha
90.) Single OR Taken:: single

::Word Association ::
91.) bead:: necklace
92.) bed:: room
93.) sexy:: david

94.) phone:: call

95.) tough:: love
96.) neato:: nerd
97.) leather:: pants
98.) weird:: o
99.) so:: hot
100.) easy:: peasy lemon squeazy!! haha im a loser
101.) test:: algebra today
102.) nerd:: big glasses
103.) falling:: down
104.) air:: plane
105.) hot:: summer

::Random ::
106.) Do you sleep with a stuff animal:: yes =)
107.) Do you like snowballs:: ive never touched snow...

108.) Are you in school:: highschool / freshman
109.) Do you like to swim:: ummm DUH!

110.) Are you funny:: sometimes?
111.) What do you think of water:: i love it more than i love u!
112.) Are you a blonde at heart:: hahaha probably

113.) Have you ever been to Maryland:: all the time
114.) Have you seen “Chasing Liberty”:: psht no
115.) Are you happy this survey is over:: yeah

my_utopiandream @ 2005-04-21T20:56:00

2005-04-22T01:57:21Z

me not playing soccer for about 3 months is really showing at my practices and games... its pissing me off!!!

cheerleading tryouts are next week after school, im not nervous but everyone else is for no reason and its making me nervous

me and becca went to goodwill today... i didn't know they sold earrings there. becca got really cute earrings and shoes, i got a dress and some shoes

im having all these weird feelings on everything... i dont know what it is

my_utopiandream @ 2005-04-20T22:28:00

2005-04-21T03:26:15Z

I like this sophomore named drey... what to do?

he's the last person I thought I would like

my_utopiandream @ 2005-04-18T20:04:00

2005-04-19T01:13:21Z

stole this from sheridan... =) sheridan got her braces off, i wish my teethed looked that good when i got mine off!!!!

STAR THE THINGS THAT APPLY TO YOU:
01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips. *
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.*
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness. *
05. I did love my gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.*
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.*
08. I love to write, even though I think I suck at it.*
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.*
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have. (sometimes)*
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years. (i think so)*
14. I love designer handbags. *
15. I've had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation. *
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys. (LOVED : PAST TENSE) *
18. I have more than a couple of horrible memories.*
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I've tried writing poetry before but it sucked.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.*
22. I'm not a fan of rap. *
23. I love taking pictures. *
24. I hate girls who are fake. *
25. I can be mean when I want to. *
26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached. *
27. I am bisexual.*
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child.*
30. I dress how I feel that day.*
31. My room is painted a colour other than white. (red, black, and white paint thrown everywhere)*
32. I cry very easily.
33. I'm always early. (im always late)
34. I barely ever study for tests.*
35. My birthday is my favorite holiday. (not recently no)
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. *
37. I am a morning person.
38. I wish I was smarter.*
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I don't blame gay people for being gay. *
41. No one really knows me.(n e more atleast)
42. I don't have many bad hair days.*
43. I sometimes fight with my parents. *
44. I am passionate about my interests.*
45. I have had the chicken pox. *
46. I'm a hopeless romantic. *
47. I feel empty sometimes. *
48. I am/was clinically depressed at a point in my life.*
49. I am no longer depressed because of medication.
50. I am very outgoing. (sports)*
51. Christmas is is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure. *
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I hate ignorant people. *
55. I love the color yellow.
56. I love guys/girls that play the guitar.*
57. I state the obvious. *
58. I'm a moody person.*
59. I sometimes have a low self-confidence. (not usually but sometimes)*
60. I've contemplated suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room. *
62. I tend to get jealous.*
63. I like to play video games.*
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person. *
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat meat.
67. I've had a crush on a teacher before.
68. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I'm happy with my life most of the time. (most of the time, not right now tho)*
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years. *
73. I can sometimes function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend. *
74. I love kisses on the forehead.*
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs. *
78. I wear contacts. *
79. I don't really care about politics. *
80. I hate Bush, but I have reasons to justify it.
81. I don't take criticism well. *
82. Conformity is stupid. *
83. I love Colin Farell.
84. Rocker/ska boys/chicks turn me on. (not exactly turn on)*
85. I love my family. *
86. I don't mind getting shots. (never, cept one time) *
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things. *
88. I always wanted to learn to play the guitar. (not guitar but bass)*
89. I can be too hard on myself.*
90. I believe that premarital sex is wrong.
91. I don't like my nose.*
92. I am very religious.
93. I still act like a little kid.*
94. I am ridiculously indecisive. *
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife. *
96. I love music.******
97. I'm in love.***
98. I have problems letting go of people. **
99. Ashlee Simpson is awesome.
100. I don't really like ice cream.*

wow... that made the time go by...

my_utopiandream @ 2005-04-17T23:22:00

2005-04-18T04:37:50Z

new journal... the other one was just full of crap from communities and what not... so heres to my new journal

I've realized... that im alone now. Eveyone's hanging with everyone... and im all alone stuck in my room reading, doing homework, or cleaning. Everyone from Austin High is with other austin high people... everyone from bowie is with other bowie people... and everyone from sma is with other sma people and im all alone.

I went over to holly's house i think it was last weekend... and she told me that she had a birthday party. i wasnt invited ='( She said it was only austin high people and that i wouldn't like them... i bet roni and lexi and joseph were there, they aren't austin high people. i should be an austin high person, why couldnt i come... i don't care if i wouldn't like them, atleast i wouldn't feel so excluded.

i really wanted to have a birthday party this year... but just like last year *CANCELED* due to gay parents...

last year everyone forgot my birthday, and i couldn't have a party... i felt like my birthday didn't exist

and this year i was so sick on my birthday i didn't even get to celebrate it, and my party was canceled...

fuck my birthday... who needs a birthday n e way?

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this is where pictures would be... but i dont have n e, n e more...